the boss the dream
Sunday
because i have time now part 2
im still reading "beautiful boy"...
its about this guy whose son was a bit of an over achiever at one point but resolved to using meth during college (although likely in paris during a summer abroad).
...reading this book is really strange for me because its something i've experienced first hand, but that i ultimately got myself out of.
the thing is, i'm reading it, and i'm thinking to myself, "jesus christ, i don't know what i would do in the father's position."
looking back, i dont know if my parents knew. or if they did, im unsure why they didnt do anything about it. it's strange thinking that they had no idea... i dropped down to 102 pounds, had kidney infections and at one point even had my stash discovered by a math teacher (who failed me but never told anyone about it, thank god). the funny thing is also, however, that im not sure i'd have turned out alright had they sent me to rehab or counseling. i think rehab can sort of instill this forever stigma - the addict is sort of relegated to walking around with a big "A" for addict for the rest of his or her life.
ANYWAY ill keep you guys updatedddd
im goin to get some brunch for dinner! then the gym.
xxvv
Wednesday
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